I don't know why I love you
and I wish I have a chance to show it to you..
but reality never give me a single chance..
When everything is going to be good..
something come up and ruin everything..
Have I done something bad before?
Why the world never fair to me..
everything is out of my control
there is a time when I can't get up
there is a time when this mask is so heavy
there is a time when i just can't keep smiling..
when I try to act so tough
deep inside I was very broken..
but even I cry.. it never solve my problem isn't it?
how should I act.. I don't know anymore