another thought of me

I just can't get these problem to become simple..

I don't know why I love you

and I wish I have a chance to show it to you..

but reality never give me a single chance..

When everything is going to be good..

something come up and ruin everything..

Have I done something bad before?

Why the world never fair to me..

everything is out of my control

there is a time when I can't get up

there is a time when this mask is so heavy

there is a time when i just can't keep smiling..

when I try to act so tough

deep inside I was very broken..

but even I cry.. it never solve my problem isn't it?

how should I act.. I don't know anymore